Often I feel inspired to write a blog, or things happen to make me think ''I should BLOG about this!'' but at the end of the day when I sit down at my computer to write a blog, my mind is empty and I feel like I've got nothing to say. Such is life. Woe is me.
In six weeks, I will be home in Michigan. I'm soo excited. I can't wait to see my friends, family, and my cat. I'm excited to be in a place that I know so well, where I am so familiar with all of my surroundings. I'm bringing Chris home with me, to meet my friends and family and get a glimpse of what my life was like pre-Disney lol.
Next week will be amazing as well!!! Me and Chris are taking a four day vacation to San Francisco!! I'm a little nervous about the airplane thing...which I shouldn't be, I should be just fine but I'm nervous, I don't like flying. I'll survive. I haven't had a real vacation in like 10 years .It's going to be amazing not having to worry about anything like work or whatever. and plus it's california, i've never been there and I've always wanted to go! I can't wait! Four full days with my boyfriend, I can't see a better way of spending my time.
Speaking of which, things are going so well with him! I love it..it's just awesome how good our relationship is. I've never felt like this about anybody, ever, and I'm sure that I've said that before but this time it's for real. I can't imagine my life without him, and as amazing as it is to have someone incredible like him, it's also scary because neither one of us is guantanteed that we'll be able to stay here in Florida. Something could go wrong with one of our extensions and then what do we do? What if they deny my request to stay until August? At this moment in time I can't afford to be quite on my own just yet, I need to continue to save some money before that. I'd be forced to move back to Michigan. For some reason, even though I know that I need to be logical, my heart tells me that everything is going to work itself out in the end. I don't want this to end up like how things were with Jeff. I thought that just maybe we'd be able to make it through the four months without each other and that when I came back home we'd be able to start a real relationship but that didn't happen, and I would hate for anything like that to happen with me and Chris if I had to go back home for a few months and come back down in August to live here.
Anyway, nothing else to report. My room mate is moving out next week...I'm so happy...I get to have the bedroom and bathroom to myself for like a whole month. she's kinda weird and messy so I'm glad she'll be gone.
My job here @ the contemporary is going well I guess. I have my good days and I have my bad days. Guests easily get on my nerves, especially lately because they ask the dumbest things. I mean, really? One of my co-workers said yesterday ''I believe the guests leave their brains at home''..i agree. I have a really big pet peeve of people asking ''is this where i check in?" when I'm standing at the front desk, clearly labeled ''Check in/check out''. I get that at least twice a day if not more! and just a variety of other issues.. my tolerance for people is pretty high at this point. I don't think I could work for Disney for my whole life to be honest!
hmmmm soo yea that's all thats going on right now. nothing exciting unfortunately. but i will write after something good actually happens...i just feel bad I'm not keeping up with this thing like i should!!!!
